This is my favorite holiday, and what am I doing? House stuff like laundry and groceries and even swept the floor! How depressing.
I can compare this St Patrick's day to last year's, and it really makes all the changes in my life stand out. I was happy but looking back on it, there were signs that I would not stay that way forever. I guess I overestimated myself and my capacity to adjust to situations outside of my planned way of living.
From here on out, though, my goal is to stay in this solid, well-balanced even-keeled mental state. I know I cannot always do it, but I certainly have settled into a much more relaxed state of mind. I am kind of enjoying it and have noticed that I am not always waiting for the other shoe to drop....that in itself takes a weight off of my shoulders.
I no longer feel like my world is careening out of control. That is a pretty good way to celebrate any holiday
I can compare this St Patrick's day to last year's, and it really makes all the changes in my life stand out. I was happy but looking back on it, there were signs that I would not stay that way forever. I guess I overestimated myself and my capacity to adjust to situations outside of my planned way of living.
From here on out, though, my goal is to stay in this solid, well-balanced even-keeled mental state. I know I cannot always do it, but I certainly have settled into a much more relaxed state of mind. I am kind of enjoying it and have noticed that I am not always waiting for the other shoe to drop....that in itself takes a weight off of my shoulders.
I no longer feel like my world is careening out of control. That is a pretty good way to celebrate any holiday
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