Friday, July 17, 2009

More whining

I feel like this is all I do. And it is. I realize this is not new, but today I am aware of it

I was all set to come in here and put up a tribute to my special mare Cardanita, who went to sleep about 1:30 today.

But I am too tired, and I want to do it right, which means editing some photos of her recently and getting my thoughts in order and I don't have it in me right now

Add that to my inability to find my backup camera, which is really my best camera that I never get out because I am afraid I will hurt it-the only conclusion is that it is stolen and my thoughts on how it got that way really bother me---and my day feels more overwhelming that it already was.

On top of that, Barry's intent to come home and help me catch up and make me feel better tonight were nipped in the bud- he had gone off to Wisconsin for something or other for work.

Blech. I am going to bed.

11 comments:

Holly said...

hugs. I am sorry, she was a special one.

Anonymous said...

I hope things look brighter for you soon.

City girl turned Country Girl said...

Man Paige you sure have been having some tough times lately...You are definitely allowed to whine about this..I'm so sorry about Cardanita, I know you were struggling with that...You will get a tribute done for her, when you feel up to it. And we will all love it!

If someone seriously stole your camera they SUCK!! Horrible things people do, I hope you get it figured out...And once again I am sorry Barry didn't get to come home:(

Anonymous said...

Tie a knot and hang on!

Sorry

Carol

Vodka Mom said...

i am so sorry.


i am sending prayers to you- may she rest in peace this lovely mare of yours.......

Heather said...

Sorry about your mare. Hope things get better.

The Grounded Drink Lady said...

Sorry your having such a sad day! Got your blog of The Secret is in the Sauce. You have an awesome life! I'm enjoying your post.

Take care!

Jocelyn said...

sorry sister, it tought letting go. You uhave had your fair share lately !

Shelley said...

Oh Paige, I'm so sorry about Cardanita. You sure are on a rough patch in the roller coaster of life right now. I look forward to your upcoming tribute to her.

Seeing how you put your laundry soap in the freezer, maybe, just maybe your camera has also been stashed somewhere just as unlikely. One can hope.

Fancy Schmancy said...

Sorry for another loss, man you are getting hit pretty hard lately. You're not whining at all, just sharing your crappy crap, and that is what you need to do. It's not all sunshine and rainbows. That's why we have a bloggy community where we can try to help each feel better. I'm having a good day, you're not, here let me lend you my shoulder. What comes around goes around. Here's looking forward to a better time for you. xoxo

Jodi said...

RIP Nita. Hugs for you Paige.

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